11.11.1996 while I was hiding in my root, I was suddenly overset,
as I was presenting my self-gnawed state to myself, I stopped.
03.02.1997 did I move to its bottom while I was collapsing on myself?
could I have been attached to its root?
if water and soil is residual,
would I have been able to return to myself?
01.08.1997 i was expecting to be water from everything;
with indistinctive, unnoticeable, unmemorable melting.
i was saying that my chains too shall be made of water.
11.10.1998 was I lost in the past where I was able to escape?
could you appear there on your own to me,
if I could cry further in the past as well?
12.07.1999 my corner is assigned.
I should be able to be seen, believing in my new shape,
with the humming noise attached to my future.
14.04.1998 i am waiting for the move further from myself.
as well as my past with my un-transporting needs;
also waiting for me who hasn’t met you yet.
14.05.1998 if I could be rescued from my darkness,
I would not have been able to lose myself,
don’t be the visible interior to me,
don’t be the noticeable exterior to me.
05.04.2000 come and cry from my eyes.
11.06.2001 what was it that the leaf wanted:
ember for snow,
soil for water,
the below that can sense falling,
the above that can touch,
a tree with blood circulation,
"2" separate firsts for the "1" that can not advance.
in the past few days, it seemed like there is no light,
is the smell of my leaf withheld even from the bottom of my root?
automatic day,
be incapable of reducing to yourself.
do not be found with me.
be incapable of working to advance.
11.10.2002 the surrounding is urban gray,
the surrounding is common fear,
the surrounding is people,
borrowed leather is on me.
06.08.2005 the rose that can not blossom in the emptiness.
the inside of my exterior has substituted me.
and unless tomorrow is adjacent to tonight
the opposite of my opposite is next to me.
21.03.2008 i fell here passing through the meteorites that were stopped for me.
you’ve always been here, but not yet aware of me.